This has been one trying month. Spent last week in the hospital just got home Friday. I have been coughing alot. And I hurt my ribs by doing so, and was having chest pains, so I go to urgent care, and they admit me to the hospital because of discripencies due to ekg. So it turns out my heart is fine, but I have the beginnings of asthma. which i am not surprised dr chouba told me I could develop it due to the cushings.
I am dealing with alot. I am losing weight even my dr noticed. it isnt good the way its comng off, Im not eating. and not by no fault of my own. Cushings, you eat or you dont. I look at food and its like um no not today. I try and I dont eat. Then I get week and all I do is sleep. So when I see Dr choubah next week she needs to do something on that.
So many life's changes in me going on. Cushings is dangerous and I can lose my life over it. which really scares me. My system can shut down, my kidneys can start to go where I would have to be on dyalisis, just so much to take in. But with the love of my family and friends, I have slowly been dealing with the issues at hand.
I have good dr's and that helps me alot. Sighs. I feel like saying.... WHAT NEXT????!!!
But I dont, and just roll with the punches as they come along.